哭了几遍。。
像是无助的小孩。。还是我自己硬撑了太久。。
是在家里最小的关系吗?
我承认我很爱哭啦。。呵。。。
事情是需要去面对和解决。。
太大的财务问题，虽然由不得我去想。。我更加没有能力解决。。
可是。。。那种压迫感真的让我投不过气。。
就想橡皮根。。扯太久了。。。总会有断的一天。。
我明白有些事不该我去想。。就算想也未必有结果。。
可是。。我能不想吗? 可以不想吗??
有些事情。。我真的不想去管了。。。
我自问管不着。。
如果说。。没能力的事就置身于外的话。。那。。我能做些什么。。
自己的情绪管理实在太差了。。那不是做事的人该有的情绪。。
我希望自己能够成长。。。
一步一步的走出自己的路。。。

很感动。。感谢身边的人。。的关心。。
辉。。谢啦。。第一时间打给我。。
斐也有开解我噢。。
振义 “看” 了很多牢骚。。
强来看我啦。。
嗯。。看来我是没白活啦。。。哈哈。。谢啦。。各位。。

一切从心开始。。。

唉。。新的水晶手链又断了啦。。
心情又很低落了。。
我的妈啊。。。
=~

珍惜应该珍惜的；感谢应该感谢的
把握应该把握的；发现应该发现的
原谅应该原谅的；忘记应该忘记的
发泄应该发泄的；接受应该接受的

这八句都很有道理。。只是。。有多少人能做到。。
又或者你能实践到多少句呢???

Another week passed...
nothing special.. went for movie 300 with priz, keong n fai on thrusday..
it was nt as bored as i thought.. its a story about 300 heros to protect their country..
and i saw a small part of the making of this film.. almost all the background using computer..
hou geng!

oh ya.. also went to "eye on malaysia" on tuesday nite..
thought not much people will go on weekdays.. but still quite alot of ppl..
its the 1st ride.. ermm... very high... the nite view is... so so.. okok.. haha..
5 rounds.. mmmm... quite ok... haaaa.. each person rm 15... mm.. like nt worth it... haha..
anyhow.. at least i went there.. kaka..

went to matta fair today.. and book for the trip to perhentian island for june..
hahaha.. island again..
ohhhhh.. nid to keep fit liao.. hahaha.. i also lazy for half month after cny, saying going to pilates.. hahaha.. aih.. everytime oso last min change mind de lor.. ==''
hcn... lu ciak sai lar....
one more matta fair on 7-9th sept.. planning to go again.. and get a trip to bali.. hahahaha.. or bangkok.. hehe.. =)

hm.. today is already 18th of march..
this month wasnt tat good for company.. i wish to pass it fast..
and i only left two weeks time for me.. mm.. nt die.. jz some decision making.. haha.. and also hoping next month is a better month for company..
last time i promise myself tat i only left three years... and its already pass 10% of it..
mm.. still nt able to work out something.. even a tiny little things.. so upset..
i spent too much time to enjoy myself.. omg.. bcoz after cny? m.. too many excuses for myself..
who can slap me?!!!!!
hcn... work harder!!! =P

x_x

running nose.. n sorethroat.. omg..
seems like nothing much to do..
after finish things in office.. then go home already..
the stupid streamyx at office nt yet fix.. omg...
tat's how effecience is tm.. ==''
almost two weeks i cant access to internet..
i asked the customer service whether they can deduct the charges for this month..
omg omg..
x_X

Mr Derrick Big Day!

Today is Mr Derrick Tan big day.. his graduation.. at Shangri-La hotel..

Congratulation Mr Derrick Tan.. Wish u Front Road Light Light.. haha.. step step go up lar..

=)

opss..

opss.. so fast..
today already friday..
mm.. dun knw why.. this week seems like moving tooo fast..
everyday very fast.. 12pm.. 5.30pm.. 8pm... 12am..
mm... suppose to post something up.. for last sunday..
went up to genting for 988 de "thousand ppl lou sang"
jz like last year.. sok kwan won five seat for the lunch..
go there with my sis.. sok kwan, cming, n moon also.. haha..
after the lunch.. went to 1st world de casino also.. as usual.. the guard check my IC lar..
hahahaha...
n play "big small" there... hang around there bout 1hr.. for me.. no lose no win lor..
sok kwan oso.. my sis lose alittle.. n moon win bout 50.. haha..
its the 1st time i gamble there.. kaka..
after that... went bck home..
and my fren taking me to lee hom's concert...
haha.. we miss the 1st three songs.. bcoz too late there.. n going to wrong entrance..
lee hom damn leng cai arhhh.. hahaha.. almost crazy already..
very nice concert..
n then.. almost nt enuff sleep for these few days..
doesnt really bz.. bt time pass really fast...
n i almost one week dint online in office.. bcoz... of the line problem..
omg.. i had make a report at TM point for almost two days.. n i called today.. they telling me there's a technician coming today noon..
BUT!!!!!! nt even one fly fly in.. = =''
can imagine how effective they are..
very hot this few days..
mm.. i gotto take bath..
will post some pic took at genting.. but only 1 me n moon feel is nice.. hahaha..

新年前。。我的紫色水晶手链断了。。
今天。。我的紫色水晶项链也断了。。
早上。。冲好凉。。扭到颈了。。
是自己的错觉吗。。。像什么事都不如意。。
好无奈。。。好无助。。
公司又出了些状况。。这次不像之前的小问题。。
今天才发现自己一直忽略了一个很重要的事。。几乎是不应该忽视的。。
我。。。似乎又做错了什么似的。。